Mad World.

This is my last post on this blog, I've been through so much throughout it and I feel the need to close this chapter in my life and move on, move forward. I wish to leave anyone that reads this, which according to my stats is a bunch of people in Russia with the following words of wisdom.

Things won't always happen as you hoped they would in life, and it would be very easy for someone to just give up - but there is always tomorrow. No matter how much you hurt, no matter how much you suffer there will always either be tomorrow - whether it be here or face to face with your Maker. I intend upon living each day to it's fullest, there will always be that hurt in my heart, but ultimately I can't let that dictate my life.

Live.

Please.

Live.

I leave this song only because it describes clearly how I used to feel, especially the chorus, but there truly is so much more - there is hope.

All around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying 
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very, mad world, mad world
Enlarge your world, mad world